Lately I have had to fight to keep my thoughts on what is good. I wish this came easy for me. I have always struggled with anxiety and fear. I hate that part of my personality. I know God has my life in his hands and that whatever I go through he is with me and yet my thoughts continue to revert back to stinkin thinkin. God has brought me here to the state of Texas for a purpose. I'm not sure what it is but the other day while I was standing in my back yard I saw my neighbor. I felt the lord say to me " She is one of the reasons you are here". I am not an outgoing person. I don't feel confident around new people. So this will be out of my comfort zone. I have found God calling me out of that comfort zone more and more lately. I want to serve God and not complain the entire time I'm doing it. Lord help me show my neighbor love and may she see you in me.
I have all 4 of my girls under one roof for 2 weeks! I am a happy mama. I had a Dr.visit today that I feared would bring me bad news. It didn't. It was really good news. I am so thankful. My prayer today is for God to help me take my life one day at a time and get all the goody out of every day I live instead of worrying about things that could happen but usually never do. I am my own worst enemy.
God is faithful even when we aren't!! So thankful for that.
Friday, August 5, 2011
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